Send me 10 more years!!!

Thank you for not giving up even in front of this abyss. Thanks very much. And sorry for hurting myself so many times. I now have too many big dreams, people often say that dream is something far away for me. But I won't give up. I was able to get up after the most painful fall I've ever experienced, how could I give up so easily. Just because of other people's words? No way. I want to be a researcher in the future. And most of all, I hope in the future I can become the best version of myself and not someone else: have an independent life, a stable job, can take care of my family, be strong support sure for a parent.  Do whatever you want, go where you want to go without being bound by anything. Sometimes you can even go on a trip with your parents. Come to think of it, how wonderful it was. So to achieve that, you need to work very hard, right? But sometimes I feel stuck, you know? When all my efforts are immobilized, feelings of fatigue, sadness, and disappointment surround me. For me, the most important thing is to study well, work hard, try to become more mature day by day, etc. I now have to become really good for children to follow. I have an important job to finish soon, you know? That's me about to take the IELTS - that's the goal I've set for myself this school year. Through many information sources, I find that studying IELTS has quite good benefits, it can help me speak, communicate better, be more useful for study and work. To be honest with you when I write this letter I still have to look up some unknown or learned words but forgot to put them together in this letter. Will your future friend still be betrayed? I guess maybe not. Because you hate lies, interests in friendship, ... Don't trust anyone too much, my girl. You are an adult, you can take care of yourself, take care of your parents. Remember to visit your parents often, girl. I love you so much.